Are You Content With Your Life/relationships, Or Do You Yearn For More? Have You Met Whatever Goals You Set?

I like to look at mold growing on my kitchen floor for fun. After there is enough there, I scrape it off and put it on a saltine cracker and serve it to my neighbor. My neighbor shits in my back yard. I have to get him back some how.

I do think I’m accomplishing my goals but when I really think about it, there is always going to be more goals we uncover.

I am doing things in my life that I never dreamed that I would get to do, professionally I am content. Personally, that’s another story. I miss my children on a daily basis (the military has separated us, almost a year now), I just got divorced, and I am terrified that I will spend the rest of my life alone in that regard. So yeah, I would say I want more, I want the white pickett fence, a man who will value me as much as I do him, to be actively involved in my children’s day to day activities, crap, I even miss cooking and doing laundry for them. Funny the things you miss once they’ve been removed. It’s a work in progress.

I am married But right now i am not contented with my relationship. Yes and no.